January 24, 2009
teacher, truth,
please teach
me — your tongues
take my power
of words away — i stand
with (t)his pocket of change:
trivial ounced meanings
my jingled words convey

II. Of Hearts, in the Dark.

  • Soberietyspeaks: My Deleted, don‘t bother calling. }}This scene is too big -- for us… and this.{{
  • Alcoholicsmeet: well into the night.
  • Sobrietyslurs: I hate you.
  • That’s when he’d kiss her -- but not in the way you’re thinking. He kissed her soft... then slow, and deep.
  • She really hated him for it.
September 20, 2008

6:35 am

  • alli: i always forget the war
  • i: yep
  • alli: did you ever see anything?
  • o looks at i know he fought: once i was walking down a street i grew up, and a car blew up, the head of the man landed five feet in front of me... it flew cross the street
  • o smiles. what else colud he do but smile for us.

5:30 am Brentwood CA

  • i: alli only eats once every three days
  • alli: it's true
  • o: why don't you make her something to eat
  • i: there's no food in this house
  • i: just pasta and olive oil
  • o: so let's to pasta then!
  • walking i to cupboard, lifts i to counter, kisses chest while opening drawers and doors
  • o: there really is no food in here!
  • alli: i only shit once a week
  • o smiles: you should go get some toilet paper at costco, one will last you the rest of... till you die!
September 19, 2008

First Night... Ad Machar

o: speak something
i: make me say something in hebrew
o: Ani Ohe-vet Otcha
i: Ah-ni au-revoir Otkao: no that was french
o: midnight is probably not the best time to learn hebrew… we’ll start with the alphabet… tomorrow